Today I’m full of discombobulation!
I’ve tried to write this several times on different topics and each time I’ve gone ‘Naaaaa!’ and deleted the lot.
So what I know is it’s time to stop. To take a few deep breaths, focus deep down in my belly and listen out for my inner wisdom, the voice of my Wild Soul.
What is going on with me?’
Tears prick my eyes.
I need a break.
Well, yes, I know that and am planning one over the festive holiday.
No… I REALLY need a break!
I sit still. Please tell me more…
Ah… I’m feeling the restrictions of Covid.
I’ve had enough of lateral flow tests before I meet people, of masking up, of hand washing/sanitising, of thinking twice about going on the tube to town and of the interminable news items about ‘jabs!’
And… oh no… It’s chiming with a restriction in me, a desire to be let out of my own cage.
Now the tears flow…
I’m reminded of a recent incident after I’d been vulnerable and posted something about a fragile part of me. Someone I thought was a friend attacked me, accused me of writing about it to earn money and that she wanted her ‘mentors’ to be strong and emotionally invincible. Neither of which were about me.
I realise… And a huge sigh escapes me…
I realise that incident was just more freakin’ conditioning which I allowed in as a shock to make me go underground, to mask up, to restrict my life!
No wonder I feel discombobulated today!
As far as Covid measures are concerned, just focusing on protecting and taking care of myself and others ticks that box. Seeing the measures as part of a good health campaign rather than a restriction.
As for the rest, I feel myself uncoiling and almost cell by cell being infused with passion, with aliveness. I feel the power of the divine feminine embracing me and who I’m becoming.
It’s gorgeous and sexy, powerful and majestic and I reclaim it all!
So what’s all this got to do with you???
Have you ever found yourself in a funk, low mood or emotional dis-ease? Likely to occur now as stress/fed-up-ness with all the Christmas hoo-ha. Well, it’s just a clue to what needs resolving, what needs growing and how to move on.
I could have felt discombobulated for hours, days… even weeks! Instead I connected with my inner and intuitive guidance system to find the cause and turn it around… Within minutes!
If you’d like to learn how to do that, keep your eyes posted. I have a little something planned for January.
Love and wild warm wishes…
Be energised, enthusiastic and free!
PS… Using your intuitive inner guidance system to turn your mood around AND evolve at the same time is so much easier than you think. Imagine how much more energised, enthusiastic and free you could be and how more peaceful your life would be because of it. Yo-ho-ho and three mince pies! Follow me here to get stop press news…