I attended a delicious women’s event last week. It was an afternoon of motivational sales training with an award dinner and dance in the evening.
And I had an epiphany!
Three days ago, I posted on social media…
DECISION MADE!
A decision more deeply honouring and respecting my magnificent worth, time, knowledge, expertise, wisdom and, in short, every awesome aspect of me that gets brought to the table…
ENOUGH!
This woman is on fire!
And then two days ago I realised I’m having a mini-burnout…
Freakin’ brilliant!
Just when I’m asked to up-level, my brain’s turned to mushy gush.
I could be feeling anxious but I choose not to do that one again. Instead, I feel worn out, dried up and empty.
‘Aha,’ you might think, ‘she’s into classic self-sabotage just when she’s being called to manifest even more of her magnificence in the world.’
I get it if that’s what you are thinking…
Only sometimes you have to break down to break through!
With hindsight, I see how I’ve been on an adrenalin high, doing-doing-doing with not nearly enough being-being-being.
If anything, that’s the self-sabotage, being busy-busy to avoid what’s probably been knocking on my door for a while. Far too busy to listen to my Wild Soul and my inner wisdom calling me to ‘more.’
Going away to the women’s event created exactly the space needed for what was unconsciously festering to gush out like magma from an erupting volcano.
And it did!
In response to a question posed in the training, it surged out in one beautiful, glorious and scary commitment made in front of all of those women.
So, what the *#^! am I talking about?
All I can tell you right now is it’s…
O M G !
It feels too freakin’ sacred to even talk about… Too raw, too full of my preciousness to chance expressing…
Maybe that’s because I feel too raw and full of my preciousness as I simultaneously experience mini-burnout and up-levelling to what I’m next meant to be doing in the world…
I tell you, this is a weird one…
Breaking down and breaking through at exactly the same time…
No wonder I’m floored…
ENOUGH!
Once I have the words, you’ll be the first to hear of the awesome next step for me in January AND, potentially, you too.
In the meantime, woman…
What of your own magnificence is trying to gush out right now?
Love and wild warm wishes…
Revitalise who you are and where you’re going
So you can be at the top of your game and feel fully alive!
PS… I’ve culled some meetings and meetups planned for this week so I can more easily self-care in this transition… But I’d love your help… Please let me know your favourite self-care remedy/action by commenting here.
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