I thought this challenging Pisces moon and lunar eclipses were causing it.
What do I know?
Maybe that’s part of it…
But I realised something, like derrr, how could you forget it, that explained why I’ve been feeling so shit.
Waking with the desire not to get active, hitting the snooze button multiple times. Actually, Alexa is my alarm, so not so much hitting the snooze button but asking her for extra time, time and time again!
Yes, I know the state of geo-politics and our home-grown variety, not to mention the verbiage of the orange one abroad and our own pop-eyed version, creates negative vibes.
The kind of vibes a person born a sensitive-creative is likely to pick up on.
So, maybe that’s part of it too.
And I wouldn’t want it any other way. The ability to flow in the skate-park of conscious and unconscious vibes helps me be the shit-hot psychotherapist coach I am!
However, it’s also part of what’s causing my malaise.
I realised this morning that I’m suffering from over-exposure to the human race in general.
Not my clients. When I’m in role and embraced by energies for the client’s highest good, another reason for me being shit hot 😊, whatever vibes I pick up are channelled and used for the highest good too.
So, it’s not that!
What’s causal is that I’ve been doing a lot of networking recently, both in person and on the internet, which I’ve been loving. BUT…
People generally come to networking with their best faces on, eager to meet new people with whom they can collaborate, build business, and, typically, create relationships and collateral.
So, their suppressed, or even repressed, anxieties, worries, chaos, insecurities, anger, sadness, mourning, and, as the King of Siam once said, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera, that they’re not showing or even consciously feeling assault my antennae.
I soak them up like a freakin’ sponge!
If I don’t monitor myself carefully enough, I end up feeling shit, not wanting to do anything, overwhelmed, drooping, dull, and listless!
What to do?
Avoiding the crowds for a bit is obvious, but not a long-term solution.
You’d think I’d have learned by now, wouldn’t you?
But, hey, despite my profession, I’m a struggling scrap of humanity just like everyone else, including you. And there’s always, but always, more to heal and grow.
So, here’s my plan…
Stick all of the above in my journal and sit with it.
Yes, you heard me right…. I will sit with it, trusting my inner wisdom and my process, letting my hand journal as it comes, and focusing on how I might be better boundaried against the pain of others… and the world!
How about you?
Love and wild warm wishes…
Ditch the BS, fire up feminine influence,
and unleash the soul-powered life you love.
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